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Friday, July 31, 2009

Finally this week is over. But I don't dare to think about next and coming week ):
Maths N 08 mock exam was *&^%$#@!. Overall I get 37/100,pathetic.
And he circle my graph and wrote : terribly done. Like whatever.
I am not going to let this affect me. :)
Did put in effort(if you happen to read the below entry), but did not produce results. Many careless mistakes,shall learn from there.
Chemistry was 71/100, satisfied and want to improve further.

And last week I completed 5 sets of chemistry.
Now,another 5 sets are coming on my way and guess what? I COMPLETED IT! Even though there's some blanks here and there.
But will just put it aside first, and concentrate on this coming Monday's SS.
Will fill in the blanks again for submission next week.

Monday - Wednesday : Prelims
Thursday - Chemistry mock exam
Friday-Mon - Please make good use of the time to study
The rest - prelims

Omg miserable life but no choice. Must pull through this.
I have a feeling I am going to fail my English and Maths for 'N's.
Arrgggg this is damn scary. =/

P.S : I know the current blog updates is very boring. Better entries after 'N's. :)
P.P.S : All Tys bought. Time to battle with them before 'N's and be confident on that very day.

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After making a solo trip to popular today, saw xr,jo,ben,eu,and the gang.
Followed them back to school as they were having their 'N's chinese oral.
And in my heart I thought I had already finished my O's chinese oral! =P
Tag along with them and coincidentally saw Ameliakangjizhi with her friends!
Definitely feels better than alone because with the gang,they will always makes me laugh.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I am currently lying on my bed with my pillow and watching the tv.
I need some break,but can't afford to have it everytime.
Very worried for 'N's, if I don't make it to sec 5 then howhowhow!

I spent the whole weekend studying for physics.
Left with 4 more topics to go! Shall see when is the time to revise.
For chemistry, just a little bit here and there to study after taking back my mock exam paper.
So after all, revision for combined science is almost done!

This coming week will be to memorize combined humanities (geography/social studies)
Please wish me luck because I guess it's definitely going to kill my brain cells!
And maybe I am just spotting one topic - Sri lanka and Northern Ireland into the examination hall.
So whether I can do VERY WELL or do VERY BADLY depends on this one topic for structure essay.

For maths, I will make the best out of it to practise during my 5 free periods
As you know, I am taking 'O' level chinese and now since all the papers is over.
Chinese period is self-revision,whereby I am going to spend on maths!
My aim is to finish my ten year series, a total of 32 topics if I am not wrong before I sit for 'N's!

POA wise, I am not going to focus a lot.
Depends though, do not want to count it into my EMB3. Have the urge to give up.

Need to pass English and Maths - focusing a lot in a later part.
Now the priority goes to revision for subjects I think I can score distinction.
After which, it's time to chiong for both english and maths without worrying for other subjects.
As I have already balance my time for revision.
Time management is important :)

Soon, I will be having English intensive.
Composition writting mark by my sis, improving of basic grammar and stuff.

Now my face's having a break out which suck,the crystal pimples appearing the next morning is super painful.
Running out of acne cream and finally bought it today,hope everything's going to be fine after a few days/weeks after applying.
Till then.

P.S : Shaker fries is back and I am going to have it tomorrow after school i.don't.care.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

A VERY BUSY WEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK.
Monday : Maths mock exam - 'N' level 08 paper 1
Tuesday - Jojo's birthday celebration(read the entry below)
Wednesday - Maths mock exam - 'N' level 08 paper 2 + 'O' level Chinese listening comprehension
Thursday - Chemistry mock exam + physics revision
Friday - Revision revision and revision!
Saturday - Meeting someone for notes,need her to secure a distinction!
Sunday - Tuition

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JIAHAO LOST HIS PHONE!

But found. Yeah damn happy now! *insert many smiley faces* :D

Went to xinrong's house today with sophia before we met up with the rest and headed to jojo's house(elaborate later)
Then when we were on our way to the bus-stop to meet eugene and taking bus 113.
Wanted to call my parents and inform them that I will be returning home late after school.
While searching for my phone, it wasn't in my bag! My heart skip a beat.
No point freaking out but I remembered that I left my phone in the classroom during physics extra lesson.
So I called up the general office and it is good to know someone working in the school - Huijia! :D
That's when I told her what happened and asked for a small favour by going to the classroom and find my phone.
Eventually, I was too worried and forgot that the school's phone is not cordless phone or something which is unable to track our contact number.
So both of us were waiting for each other's call,but at last Huijia called and told me she found my phone.
Really thanks so much with all her help and assistance.
Thank you god too for not letting any unkind souls who saw and steal my phone. Phew!
So I will be collecting my phone tomorrow at the g.o. :)

The phone is very precious to me.
I bought it last year during June after the 10days China immersion trip when it was just newly-released.
Printed many 4R photos and bought a new phone particularly on just the day itself.
Over 300plus bucks, classic and slim.
I even spent 90bucks to repair the connection point this year because I love the phone instead of changing a new phone.
Also, all those contacts are priceless. So it was a lesson learnt not to be careless next time.
No, no more. First and last time :)

P.S : Thanks to those who comfort me and showing care&concern. ''Don't worry lah,no one will steal it!'' :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO!

We sang a birthday song in class.
We sang a birthday song(again) + a small mango cake + a big birthday card with everyone's wishes during recess.
We gave her a birthday surprise at her house after school with oreo cheesecake from Jack's place.

And her dad called xinrong and we were all laughing about her trying to be strong in front of all of us and yet she cried at home.
Because we did not really celebrate her birthday you see.
But she did not know our on-going plan,with some last min changes that some are not turning up.
In the end, we managed to gather those who're going and after school, me and sophia went to xinrong's house.
Met up with the gang later and we headed to her place!
Lighted candles and prepare everything and xinrong went to knock her door.
The shocking expression, the teary pair of eyes, the wooing and clapping and the smiley faces.

Cake cutting, chatting sessions and group photo taking.
A great afternoon with everyone's companion.
After the surprise and mini celebration, we went on separate ways as they're heading for steamboat. :)

Sunday, July 19, 2009

[Edited]

What happened today (very tiring,yet very fulfilling) :D

Woke up at 8am in the morning, slept at 2 nearly 3am.
Supposed to have tuition at 9am, late for half an hour.
Studied maths - from 10-11.30.
After tuition,headed to Hougang mall and bought maths TYS. (intend to complete it before 'N's)
Went home, had lunch and meet Sophia to study maths(again)
We studied from 2pm - 8.30pm.
And here I am,blogging and are very excited to watch the tv because I know I deserve it.
Like come on lah, studied like almost the whole day today-for maths.
And on Friday, I studied chemistry from 8pm-3am.
I must continue this kind of lifestyle for just a mere few weeks and I will definitely enjoy myself after 'N's.
Lastly, thank you sophia! I hope there will be more study dates even though I am irritating.lol. :)

So even if I fail the maths 08 mock exam 'N' level paper this coming Mon and Wed, I tell myself it's okay. I have tried,seriously.
At least I had tried to overcome the fear in maths and this is the first step.
Not to hate maths, not to think it's boring, stop saying sian sian sian, stop all the nonsense.
But haha, I am already mentally prepared to fail. Like I know I will fail.
You may think it's just a internal exam, but now for me every tests is important.
Because it shows where is my standard and also serves as a reminder to work on those careless mistakes.
Even though I did not put in 100% effort, but at least 60% because some of the topics I did not practise in-depth.
Whatever it is, fail - try, fail - try, just keep trying and do not let results affect me.
Just persevereeeeeeeee. Begging myself to really sit down and study.
With constant hardwork and determination, I hope I can do well for maths and promote to sec 5.
Please god, just help me.

I would like to end this post with...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIAKANGJIZHI.
Primary 1 till now.
A total of 9.5 going to 10years of friendship.
Just hope you'll enjoy your day - today with felicia,meiqi and the rest at sentosa!

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Me now have to head to tuition ):
Me after tuition need to make a trip to hougang mall to buy my maths tys ): ):
Me after hougang mall need to meet up with sophia and do some last minute revision for maths ): ): ):

So you see lah! So good of you for not having to wake up early and go sentosa to see hot guys!lol.
I will be giving belated presents to you and knowwhoyouare. :)

P.S : Omg I am planning some super bo-liao things wanted to see some of my friends reaction.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Monday - 2008 'N' level paper 1
Wednesday - 2008 'N' level paper 2
Thursday - Chemistry mock exam.

Zzzzzz. I want to pass maths,damn!

Life's quite boring. School > home > study > school..........
It's like the same cycle.
And today's Friday! Just woke up from 4 hours of sleep.
Currently enjoying myself by using the laptop now on my bed watching korean shows.
But a few mins ago, it auto shut down because the battery is low so now I am charging it.

Need. To. Head. Back. To. Study. Chemistry. Later! Please stop all the procastination.
Already persevere for 2 days, just 1 more day will do!
Maths practise during the weekend and hello Monday.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

A total of 9 absentees today!
It's like the highest number of absentees our class had for this year.
Because one person fall ill with a running nose yesterday and having a temperature of 37.7degree.
And the people around him almost all of them fall sick TODAY.
Running nose,cough and feeling tired.
Mr Wong himself also found out that his having sore throat this morning.
Wow, it seems like the 'virus' is spreading pretty fast since yesterday though. haha!
But hope everyone will just take care :)

Today's a break, a short one.
So here I am blogging.
Tomorrow is another day of self-revision.
The feeling's not good when you have MANY things to do and yet you have so little time left.
I don't even know why I self declare a break today,perhaps I just want to take a afternoon nap without setting an alarm.
我要睡到我爽才起来，我不要被逼起床因为‘我要读书’

Omg next week I will be having..
1. Maths mock exam(*&^%$#@!!!!!!!!!)
2. Chemistry mock exam.

Maths I still do not understand probablity.
And chemistry I have 2 new topics, air and atmosphere and chemical calculations.
ALL will be tested - next week.

Few more weeks to upcoming prelims.
1 month + left till 'N's. Omg this is freaking fast.

Friday, July 10, 2009

End of second week

And it's Friday! Time check : 1.50pm. Weather : rainy,windy. So...
IT'S SLEEPING TIME.YEAH! :)
I remembered a self-introduction game and they asked what's my hobby. I replied,sleeping.

Firstly, thanks to all those good luck messages! Really appreciate them :)
And the waves/handshake inside the examination hall before we officially start the oral.
Anyway, I had my English 'N's oral on Tuesday,7/9 - the first day.
And had Chinese 'O's on Thursday,9/9.

I think I did pretty fine for both oral,but still some things that I want to blog about.

For my English oral, passage and conversation were all right. Like, at least I am satisfied with my own performance.
Was quite nervous in the first place but managed to calm myself down.
But picture description was TOTALLY screwed,like come on I actually do make mental notes before I sit in front of the examiners.
But when he asked me one question, my mind went blank out of a sudden.very wasted ):

So the conversation topic was about how do I keep myself fit and when is the last time I visit my older relatives.
Quite manageable? I guess so.
Hope to, after all, do well for 'N's English oral.

Chinese oral is just yesterday! Arg my passage did not do very well. Was quite disappointed though.
My pronunciation and some words I really have no idea how to read them. crap.
But for the conversation topic it is what we had predicted so it was actually a sigh of relief.
Just that I did not practise the topic the day before.
The examiner just ask a question and I am done with the oral.
So is it a good/bad thing? I hope it's gooooooddddddd!

Chemistry class Metals test was 19/25. Okay must continue to maintain my standard.
Will be having POA class test on bank reconciliation.
At first I decided that it's alright to fail.
Because I am focusing more on prelims instead of a class test on a topic which I did not even pay attention.
But I still did studied yesterday but felt that today's test was okay.

So since the weekend is arriving, I had got MANY things to do.
I shall start by filling in my graduation form.
Now I am glad that in lower sec and even in sec 3, I was quite active in academic and CCA. :D
And perhaps just call some of my good friends to write down how they feel about me!

P.S : Should I tag along with the gang to study at changi airport? =/
P.P.S : I am currently 41kg. Lost 4kg,why????????????????? I think I am not just severely underweight.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Ah what's wrong with me?
I am feeling super _____ because it's raining now!

Issit an excuse for me because this is the first week? I hope so.
Because time spent is not fruitful.
Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday = revision.
But while.. what I did during this weekend.

Fri - nothing done. Uploaded pictures,blogged about bossaball.
Enjoy my day with computer and surfing the net. One day break and I am fine with that. :)

Sat
1. Woke up at around 6.30am. Took bus to bishan, mrt to last stop of red line(lol), and took bus 51 to acer building.

2. Went inside and found out that the place is ulu without anyone around and supposedly it start operation in 11 but we reached at 9.

3. Waited for the whole of 2hrs, having my phone battery left at 7%. Listening to korean songs with a cup of hot cappucino.

4. Headed back to the redemption area and realised the queue is very long.

5. Took a long bus ride from Jurong back to Hougang. More than 2hrs, can't wait to stand up due to long hours of sitting.

6. Afternoon nap and followed by studying for chinese oral.

Sunday
-Tuition in the morning
-Completed POA homework,but how about maths? Exercise 5F =/
-Going to study chinese NOW. But still procastinating,so please start as soon as possible.

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On a random note :
I am currently having a long tau foo for dinner while its raining outside.
And it feels good.

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I realised I couldn't study maths alone, I need help.
Frustrated,demoralised,unclear when doing exercises.
Stategies to overcome the barriers in me = group study with people who are good in maths.
Perhaps sophia since she is staying very near me and we could just meet up easily.
And maybe with ben, eugene and cassandra together since they do stay back in school so I hope they don't mine me joining them.
Do you know that I am irritating? I pissed people off.
I do not absorb information as fast as other people for maths.
Like when you teach person A question 1 for once, he/she will understand.
But for me, you need to repeat AGAIN AND AGAIN just for one pathetic question.
Ended up you're the one who suffer from teaching me.

Really hope god will place amazing people around me in this moment in time.
Need them to be patient, because I am a sucker in maths.
I need assistance, my family could not afford tuition and thus, I had to depend on myself.
Do have tuition but that's because of my own religion organisation,which is voluntary work.
But however, 2hrs on sunday is definitely not enough. ):

I seriously need some one to talk to.
I am over-reacting,but can anyone just encourage/counsel me?
Every night before I sleep I will always imagine myself for not passing 'N's, not able to be in the same class with the gang.
That's scary, like REALLYYY scary. I do not want that to happen in reality.
Sometimes I lose my appetite when I think of the days is just weeks away from now.

Note to self :
Just hang on, 2 more months.
That matters whether if you do spend another 1 more year in secondary school.
If you want to have an enjoyable holidays from October to December without any worries
If you want to celebrate christmas happily knowing that you are going back to school for sec 5
If you want to come out of the examination hall with confidence and no regret
If you want to be with your friends and taking 'O' level together
If you want to be the one who are joyful and smiling to yourself during the release of 'N' level result
THEN.STUDY.HARD.NOW!

I swear I am going to put in effort and work hard for English and Maths.
English for me was while, okay. At least for 'N' level standard.
Even though my grammer,vocabulary,sentence structure is not strong. Infact, it's weak.
Underperform for prelim 1 because I really don't know what happened to me.
Out of ideas to write a composition and paper 2 was blah.
But will prove to myself in prelim 2 and eventually, for 'N's :)

Maths maths maths! I am going to do practise,meet up with the gang to study.
Please, I can't allow myself to fail maths.*insert many sad face*

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Chemistry Metals class test this coming Tuesday together with 'N' level English oral in the afternoon.
No youth day because it will be spent on revision!
Please wish me all the best.
Passage? Yes
Picture description? No.
Conversation? Yes/half-half.

Thanks, Leow!
Really hope to do well for English Oral.

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Sometimes I really want to talk to my parents. Really.
But they're those kind when they're young they live in kampong. You know what I mean?
In simple words, they do not receieve much education.
So there's somehow a communication gap between me and them.

Example : when I say I am stress. Their reply : SIAO AH!( no more than that )
When my friends say that they're stress to their parents. Their reaction : Gave them a warm hug,will find a way to talk to them.
And I finally realised how my sis, which is 5 years older than me without anyone leading her when she's taking her national exams.
She's alone in this battle.
At least for now, I can talk to my sis, she had been through this process and knows how it feels like.
Then the more both of us should study hard, let our parents have a better life when we start our career and step into the society.
It hurts seeing dad whose fingers has got 5 stiches and spend 100bucks visiting a doctor.
Because he accidentally cut himself while working.

Done ranting. The feeling's great, to blog out everything about what I had been feeling for this few days.
Should not think too much. But still...

P.S : I think I have break my own record for publishing 3 entries within a week of 7 days.
P.P.S : I slept from 2-5. Enjoy from 6-9. Now it's time to STUDY for chinese oral!
Why am I always wasting away those precious time?zz.

Friday, July 03, 2009

Friday totally rocks.
Lessons and school ended early, after all the walking + talking + eating ( we practically took our own sweet time ).
The time is just 12.45pm and we waited till around 2.30pm for the first match to start.
So can you imagine if there is no extra lesson and go straight home after school.
I have the whole afternoon for myself to SLEEP! :D

Even though our class lost - but still,we had tried our best! :)
First match against 4C I think it's because you guys did not plan and discuss,that's why everything isn't what we expected.
But the following match against 5A was great,seriously!
15 is the maxpoint per round and our class at that point of time the current score is 6:14.
Our seniors were just 1 point away from winning!
But guess what? We managed to catch up and make the score 14:14.
The last smack by ben was a nice one.The supporters(us) were all feeling nervous,so as the players.
With perseverance, we won! Suppose to have another round.
But due to time constraint I don't know what happened it was cancelled ):
A little bti wasted because me and cassandra were super excited.
Because we know that our class will win if they continue to maintain their standard, be stable and steady.

But still,good job guys! I am glad both of us went to watch the match and witnessed the whole thing.
Actually today we weren't suppose to be there, due to h1n1 the school wanted to minimise group gathering.
Incase there is a spread of the virus.
But well,both of us still went :)

Last year:champion, this year:third. It's good already. :D
Everyone enjoyed themselves, the last round was beautifully played.

P.S : Got to wake up at 6.35am tomorrow to collect laptop at the ~~singtel~~ acer building at Jurong. Very early =/

P.P.S : Oral Oral Oral! 7/9 and 9/9. Got to study chinese oral this coming weekend. I am not weird. :)

P.P.P.S : Yeah my hotcakes happy meal shirt mailed to my house already!

Flood this blog with another batch of pictures again. ( I know it takes some time to load )

Thursday, July 02, 2009

BOSSABALL COMPETITION

4E's awesome! Come on we can do it.
Even though it's raining heavily and our class only less than 10 people came to support.
But I am sure tomorrow almost the whole class will turn up to support okay!
We're just a step closer to the finals!

Miss Chan was very nice today.She cheered for our class together with Mr Wong :)
Okay so I had to postpone my medical appointment and I am soooo going to watch the match tomorrow!
Yes yes yes,all the way Sec 4E! You guys will definitely do us proud.

Some pictures taken during the competition..